04.25.06

Just a quick update for everyone. I'm dating a terrific guy right now. We haven't decided to become boyfriends yet, but we're having fun going out and just being aroudn each other.

I'm also feeling alot better from my surgery, and my physical therapy has been going very well also.

09.18.05

Hopefully you have noticed that I just finished redesigning the website. I'm still going through the site and checking for broken links and everything, so be patient if you happen to run across something.

Let's see, what else... I had lots of talks with my ex boyfriend this week and with him moving away in less than a year and some other stuff, we decided that we're just going to be friends and not worry about anything else.

The review section should up switched over to the new design later tonight or tomorrow and then the entire site will be done. Thanks again to everyone who has stuck with me and been patient through all of this crap over the last year.

09.15.05

Look at this, another diary entry in the same month, are ya impressed yet? :) So, I was reviewing a new website today for the review section and thought I'd share some of the more comical aspects that I ran across today. It's a website with black and latino guys on it, which many of you know are my favorite types of guys to oogle over. The site is very good and has a lot of guys on it, but the photography could definitely be better along with some common sense as well. In one particular action set, these two black guys are having sex. The guy who is topping, is wearing a green condom... For one, seeing "colored condoms" in porn just disturbs me because if I ever actually saw a green penis in real life, I'd spray it with LYSOL and run away. Now to see one on a black guy, just ruined the entire set for me, after the comic relief of course. In another set, they photographed a black guy in a bedroom of some sort. Especially with black models, you need to overally emphasis the amount of light you use, well, because their skin is DARK, go figure. Without sounding mean, in one of the first pictures of all model, all I saw was TEETH. The site overall is extremely good, just a few things that made me chuckle to myself while looking at it.

I also figured out the other day that when I hang out with my friends, the biggest thing that we do is talk about a game we all play, and crack jokes. Well, life to me, is one big joke, so I figured I would try and add more of the light hearted humor to my journal entries. If you can't have a good time and enjoy each day, then what's the point, right? And for some of my fellow gamers out there, if you play "World of Warcraft", drop me a mail and we can chat because that's been my addiction for the last year almost. For the rest of you, don't make fun of me, it's a fun game where you get to kill things, good for stress :)

Job's going good, getting along well with my ex, and slowly working on finances, other than that, life goes on. Also, for any of you that have experiences with migraines and have discovered some type of treatment or solution for them, definitely drop me a line. I am just getting over a 3 week migraine and no amount of drugs or even hospital visits budged this one.

I know that I didn't spend much time on my site for awhile there when I was going through a rough time, but I want to focus more on it. I also want to hear more from you guys regarding how you are doing and what you'd like to see on the site. I miss the days of hearing from a lot of you and making new friends.

09.08.05

Here's the recent update... For one, i'm going to start concentrating on my website now because I need the income from this site. I'm getting tired of never having any money and hope to get this site flourishing again. I'm also going to start up my web development company again on the site and hopefully get some income that way. For the past 3 months I have been working as a web developer for an office that works with law firms. It's good and pays well, but still doesn't cover all of my expenses each month.

Look for some changes with the site, as well as some new content. Hopefully I'll have some more positive updates in the future. I'm still single, although i would love to get back with my exboyfriend. I know that we had our spats while we were together, but I know how much we love each other and spats shouldn't get in the way of that.

05.04.05

I'm not doing a very good job at keeping up my end of the bargain on updates, but I definitely have a lot to tell you all about. My job as General Manager of the bowling center will be coming to an end tomorrow. About a month ago, the owners made it clear that they would be letting me go at the end of the league season. I knew that they had been treating me differently and not as well, but to my knowledge I hadn't done anything wrong at all. I then found out that their oldest son, 21 years old, was going to be "one" of my replacements, so then i just figured they would rather have family working there instead of me. I could probably have forced myself to come to terms with that, but then i heard more of the story. Their son had been fired from his old job for stealing money out of the register. He can't get a job anywhere else because he keeps using his old job as a reference. His only way out was for mommy and daddy to save him... but in order for them to do that, someone had to go!

So next week I am going to head out to Illinois and visit my good friends at Citiboyz. I won't be doing any modeling work there, just helping them catch up on some stuff and getting away from Ohio all at the same time. Hopefully by the time I get back in 2 weeks, I'll have a better idea of where i can go next for work. So, that has taken up a LOT of my time lately with dealing with everything.

I did finally convince myself to redesign the site, i hope you all enjoy it. I went for a classy professional look over the generic porn site like most. I have also put all model recruiting on hold. I can't afford to produce another video anytime soon, so there's no point in misleading genuine models interested in work, so i took that section down. The members section will be getting some tweaking in the next couple days and the Review section should perk back to life when i get back from my trip, so stop back if you want to. My goal over the next month is to make it up to all of you that were so patient on me when my website was constantly put on the back-burner.

P.S. Still single with no prospects!

 

10.02.04

Wow, it's been 3 months already since I've updated my diary. Part of it is because I'm back to work full-time. Also, in the very near future, I will be losing my internet as I switch to a different broadband subscriber, so bare with me through that. Things with me and my boyfriend are going extremely well. We don't see each other as much now that i'm working all the time, but we make the time we do share together really count.

Other than that, My apologies for the lack of updates again, but that should change after this whole internet change.

 

07.02.04

As most of you probably have noticed, the site is in the process of going through another make-over. I had started it awhile back, but then changed my mind on the idea midway through and am now redoing it again.

Well this weekend is the big party at my dad's house. Lots of friends, family, food and fireworks to keep me amused. That should definitely be a good time, and yet another excuse for me to be outside and work on that tan.

I also need to report that I have a boyfriend for a little over a month now. We're doing great. He's a couple years younger than me and lives a half hour away. I've definitely missed this whole "feeling loved" emotion.

Awhile back I reported that I was going to slowly get rid of my diary, well the more I thought about it, the more I realized that my diary has been one of the fundamental sections of my site since day one. If people try to use the information I put in there against me, I can pretty much assure them that i can retaliate in much more creative ways, so fuck em. Have a safe and fun holiday and I will talk to you real soon.